Social and Political Education

Coming to Terms with One’s Unexpressed Creative Sexual Energetic Expression Sexual activity is all about politics. Business, entertainment, social interaction, education is political. In fact, your entire life is all about politics. Though you may not consider yourself to be a politician, you are. Just think about it. (Winning favor, supporting your beliefs and causes, holding you in high regard, respecting your position/authority/ideas, adhering to your strictly cherished rules, goals and traditions) You run (execute) your own life, not unlike a governmental hierarchy. Certainly, you can recognize/acknowledge the ‘state of affairs’ way you do things. You implement a relegated chain of command within the framework of your romantic involvements, family, friends, and business associates. You’ve developed the art of seductive exploitation down to a fine science. You are so well versed in the area of flattery, you are not even conscious of it anymore. It’s no more than a preferred sexual game to you. Instead of experiencing explosive orgasm in the bedroom, you initiate it through you daily maneuvered contrived activities.

You are adept at establishing and maintaining your preferred level of controlled existence (under the strict guidelines you set) as you deem fit. The specific policies (rules) are administered through an unconsciously delivered fear and carefully ordered accepted procedure. Those who live, work or interact with you are expected to adhere to these established rules of conduct on the basis of guilt filled retribution. Love is conditional and regulatory. Sex goes one step further than that. If one earns it, they receive it, according to you. “Do as I say and not as I do” rules the roost. An unspoken ‘code of ethics’ exists which clearly screams, “Don’t question my authority or disrespect me.” And, above, “Don’t ever embarrass me or this family.” Bottom line: it’s not so much fun to live at your house. Though you consider yourself to be pretty well adjusted, fair-minded and balanced, nothing could be further from the truth—the whole truth—and nothing but the truth. Your sense of order is determined solely by what you feel is right and just. (Kind of slanted, to say the least) In your defense, however, “it” can’t be any other way, based on the former conditioning, variegated background and biasedly infiltrated ideas you have accumulated over the years. In other words, the function you propose, and the governing you deliver are worlds apart. “…I do what I don’t want to do and don’t so what I want…” (paraphrased)

You operate out of fear, anxiety and concern. (Not to mention a morbidly sexually frustrated existence) You base this faulty premise upon an idea of ‘knowing what’s best for everyone.’ Not true. You do what you do to establish some sort of secure foundation for yourself, from which you can continue to operate in order to feel in charge of things. You need those who continually adore and supposedly admire the demonstration of love, kindness, and support you exhibit. However, all that you do is not guileless and pure. In fact, you are down right treacherous in your advent of power and control: you refuse to vindicate others when they try to cross you in any manner. You call it self control and decency. Another word could be autocratic, detached and disinterested.

Although you would never consider yourself to be ‘mean’, what else would you call the actions when you are intolerant of others who want to ‘do their own thing’? You are much too harsh on yourself and then on others. You hold yourself in a straight jacket, of sorts for fear of your incredible untamable sexuality oozing out the sides. In your mind, you must keep order and ‘act right.’ Unrestrained sexual creative expression scares you to death! You like organization and abhor disorganization. No surprises for you unless you initiate them according to a well-thought out plan. You like to know what you’re getting for your money; and most times would be willing to ‘haggle’ to get the price you’ve determined in your mind.You have difficulty sleeping because you don’t want to release even that much control. You come across as tightfisted, money pinching, stiff-necked and pristine in manner. You simply don’t know how to kick back relax. You’re not an easy person to be around. In fact, people have to walk on egg shells when they’re in your presence. They don’t want to trigger your hot button. When is the last time you smiled for no reason? When is the last time you bought some thing bright orange or candy apple red? Look in the mirror. Study the lines and where they are forming. Investigate recent pictures of yourself. Is the smile genuine or is it for a desired affect? Are you a red hot sexy babe? Or a washed up belligerent unhappy miserable wench who tries to put on a convincing show of ‘having it all together/”

You think you must stay one step ahead of the competition. When in reality, the only person you are competing with is yourself. You maintain two personas. The one the public sees and the private one you try desperately to conceal. Every act you undertake is to support your pitiful survival. You need to be admired, respected, and thought of as someone who knows ‘something.’ You crave attention the way that the Queen demands loyalty. You want to be thought of as a person who ‘knows where he/she is going and in the arrival will be well received financially’. That elevated place of position makes you feel important. Feeling important, special, intelligent, attractive and financially secure is what life is all about to you.

You literally get fat on compliments; and, why not; you believe they are true and well deserved, anyway. Instead of surrendering to a higher order, {the ‘natural and convenient’} which means to unknot the threads of deception you are laced with, you cleave unmercifully. You ineradicably believe that without your personal participation in another’s life, it would cease to be. In your mind, you are THAT important! So richly endowed with talent, beauty, the gift of gab, and charisma, anyone would be lucky to have you for a ‘catch’. (Or so you try to tell yourself)

Not so, buckaroo! You are not nearly as important as you think yourself to be. You are not unusual; you are just plain ordinary. Every other mortal gets up, eats, goes to the bathroom puts on clothes, works and goes to sleep at night just like you. You’re going to die; that’s what you are really learning how to do. In the meantime, why not learn how to truly live authentically? Think about it. Easing up a bit might just run out to be fun. The sexual activity you crave to express will do wonders for you IF you broke down your unapproachable barriers for a minute or too. Do you really have to be so foreboding? It’s a real turn off in the bed room! Remember: Sexual energy is the highest form of spiritual energy available to mankind. Use it. Enjoy it. Play with it. Allow it to manifest in ways and forms undiscovered by you.Really. In all honesty, let up on your iron fisted political activities for a while. Let down your hair. Buy some black and red silk edible undies! Indulge yourself in unexpressed creative sexual exploration. Be a hot blooded harlot for a change of pace. Come down out of your lofty domain of self-righteous clamor and join the rest of us dirt scratching chickens. You may surprise yourself by enjoying the experience to such a degree a blistering liberating revolt occurs. Upheld Falsity would be blown to smithereens! Wow! Wouldn’t that be something to write home about?